Survival of the fittest

I've been asleep for the pass three years. Feeling a kind of numb apathy. I've just realised this now. Why? Because everything I have done meant nothing to nobody, even me. Whats changed? The real world begins here. Now the stuff I've done means something to someone, even if I don't believe it.

I'm feeling competitive. I haven't felt like this since before uni. Wtf have I been doing these past fucking years?!

This reminds me of you...

Who were you?

Passing

Have you ever seen or met someone who you thought you knew, was so familiar, but actually never saw them in your life before?

Well this is what happened. Unfortunately, I never got to know this person. It was my last few months at uni, everything was coming to a head, deadlines, setbacks, thing's had to be finished, done. There was no time to even think.

I was meant to set some downtime to remake some pieces that got thrown out by the arseholes running this joke of an institution, but like this person, it never happened.

Everything's finished, over. Fucking regrets, I hate them.