No joke

A funny thing I heard the other day, can’t remember what was being said but it was something to do with relationships between men\women: Men think they’ve scored if a woman just speaks to him…bloody hell, you’d think it was a joke but it’s fucking true. The look on these guys faces when you talk to them, it’s like they’ve won the lottery. Hilariously sad…and a bit creepy.

You could end up leading a guy on without even knowing it. It’s true what they say, there can’t be a truly platonic relationship between the sexes, whatever the friendship they’ll always be this thing in the background.

From experience, I have agree.

Dissatified

Dissatisfied. Theres a weird almost sickening, uneasy, pissed off feeling today. It ended with total dissatisfaction. Words just didn't come out, words I wanted to say, things I wanted to do. Bloody hell! I'm so fucking pissed, like I'm coming down from a high, more like falling with a dull apathetic thud. I'm so fucking bored!

High Expectations

Nice arms & random

Weird movement next door, 4am without fail, getting paranoid. Covered the air duct with old paper wrapping from parcel. Next door bathroom, hear no water running for years now, but shifting?

Stupid hair. Won’t do what I tell it!

Obsession with cut out tops, 1960s. Blown £30 on a t-shirt with holes! Well pleased.

Found some new photos of him. They make me smile. Well pleased.

Arranging some of my old music for a NYU film. Credited. Can’t wait to see the finished cut.

Sleeping in new underwear. Only time I do wear underwear. Well pleased.

Nice arms shame about the rest.

Brown or green eyes? Can’t tell from here.

Some words I heard

you can't tell the heart,

the heart hopes, most of all where its hopeless...