Am I scary or something?

Three of us were out on a graduation dinner with a bunch of my friends mates who I know in passing.

I've known this for sometime, or suspected it, but now I know for sure. I think I intimidate people, but especially guys. I really don't know what it is about me. I'm not loud, or attention seeking, I try be friendly and join in the convo. But I really never seem to get the same easiness as my other friend who knows these people as much as I do. Maybe it's because she looks like shes just out of high school, with that round baby face of hers and that naive innocence. I suspose that makes people more at ease, unthreatened. Do I intimidate them somehow?

The convo turns to Becky (baby face) finding a BF...I started conplaining about guys being wusses and it always being upto the girl to make the first moves, Rei (the one with her mates and BF) completely agreed...she met her BF on the bus and she had to make the first moves otherwise 'they' would never had happened.

God how many times have there been some guy, who so obviously was attracted to me, but never had the fucking balls to do anything about it!

Fucking story of my life. WTF is wrong with me?! Am I just meeting the wrong people?