Clarity in not knowing: what, where, when, how, why

Looking back at the work I've done, I've now realised that the more I know, the crapper my work gets. I really didn't know wtf I was doing back then, I was feeling my way through stuff, if it felt right, it was. There wasn't all this bullshit talking and self conscious over analysis. People really do talk alot of meaningless shit these days, they do it for the sake of it and because 'it's good to talk'. Please, give me a break. Talking is seriously overrated (have I just contradicted myself from my last post?). I look back and I see stuff I've done and I ask myself...'was that me? I did that? where is that person?'

Specifically speaking, women in education, there are simply too many of them, all of my tutors bar one pompous arsehole, about 90% of students at uni are female. This constant over emphasis on yapping on about the what, where, when, how & why is killing intuition and creativity. Is it a female thing? Honestly, I think it is together with this culture of talkshows, self-help and pseudo-psychology, throw in remenants of feminism, and there you have it.