Punishment

That's what my body is telling me I deserve. It's at war with me, with life. It's winning. I have no chance whatsoever. And it knows it. Mocking, joking, laughing every time I look in the mirror, every time some guy turns away from me in repulsion. My body is a cruel joke. It has the form of life, but don't get too close, because what you will find is death. Not just mine, but yours too.