Maybe it's just the male company or the feeling that you're the object of someones desires...
I told him when I met him, I only feel lonely when someone is seriously interested in me; asks me out. These guys remind me of what I'm missing. I haven't felt lonely since the last guy asked me out, so it figures. What's different this time? He was completely serious. Thing is, I knew it would never work. For all the good things about him there was a little too much on the negative (nothing major) that tipped the balance. But I still miss him, dammit. And his gorgeous curly dark brown hair...I want to run my hands through those curls! Ah!
That's not him btw, but his hair! Ah!