Truly - No one gives a shit

Another post about my fucking cousins and a so-called friend. Them, who think they can just come round and make themselves home, them who think it's alright to buy take away food and get fucking offended when you don't really want any because you're fucking allergic to it. But still take offense and make snide comments like 'is she scared of getting fat'. Them who think its alright to not even consider weather we've already gone to the trouble to make real home cooked food, who didn't bother asking. Them who don't even bother lifting a finger to 'really' help, not just ask because it's fucking polite, but genuinely want to help. Them fuckers, ungrateful, self-absorbed, really couldn't give a shit about you, fuckers. Where are their fucking manners?! They just don't care about anything but their own amusement, what they can get out of a situation.

And then I go to talk to a 'friend'. All she can do is rant on about her fucking little stupid troubles. I've been having a really bad couple of months, I feel completely lost, hopeless. I've always been there for her, listened, cheered her up when she was down. I've never asked for anything. Thats my problem, nobody listens to my problems, no one wants to know, really know. Instead she rants on about getting paid slightly less than her colleagues. In this recession, when people are struggling with minimum wage, she gets paid double that after getting lucky. She only had one job before this and then straight to a decent paid job and all she can do is moan. Then she fucking tells me she got her boyfriend a job at the same place, after telling her I would love to get a job there, get that kind of wage.

She couldn't stop going on about getting paid £1,000 less than £21,000, so I hung up. She's got no responsibilities, no rent to pay, no mortgage, no kids, no pressure from family, happy with the bf. She doesn't know what shes got, and when I tell her, it's not enough.

I've decided that I'm not going to see anyone for the next couple of months. I've had enough of their self-absorbed fucking lives. Did this friend really give a shit about me? Is that what she calls friendship.