Sadness

So, she's basically chosen work and money over friendship. And the saddest thing about that is she thinks it's perfectly ok. She doesn't need friends to live. Just money.

When I said we should just leave the friendship until next year, and that I wanted to go on to (try) to make new friends, she couldn't understand why I was trying to walk away and push her and Rhea away. God, if she can't see that this is not a real friendship any more, that I am the only one who text them to meet up. Every time. There has never been a time when they have text me, not without some sort of feeling of obligation as if our friendship was a fucking chore. What message am I to take from that? They say one thing and do another. They lie to me and they lie to themselves to make them feel better about their flaky behaviour.