Not worth the trouble

I've been repeating these words in my head for several months. The first time I said them, I should have typed it up here, but for some reason I put it off. It's painful to write.

I say it every time I see or hear of someone, anyone, better looking, taller, bare legs, healthy skin, healthy hair, fashionable, trendy, with a decent job or career, a baby, in a relationship, married, doing well, getting on in life. And then there's me.

Not worth the trouble, not worth the effort.