Stand Still

Now that I'm back at uni, everything takes a back seat. Nothing, and I mean nothing, gets in the way now. I have these binges of doing absolutely nothing or working like a dog. I know it's not a good thing, life should be balanced right? Not with me. Single minded, that's me. Maybe this summer fling was me stepping out a bit. The sun does strange things to people. That and turning the big three o.

I think I want to get away next summer/autumn. I mean out of the country. I feel like I need to put myself in a position where things might happen. Chance, fate, something unplanned, unexpected, weather the outcome is good or bad. I need a change of scene.