Seriously, I really can't figure myself out. I confuse myself. I know what I like, what I hate, I have my own opinions, tastes, but there is no one thing that can define me. Probably because it's always difficult to describe yourself for anyone.
I know I'm laid back, quite reserved, people say I'm intelligent, I don't like small talk, I have an evil sense of humour...I sometimes wish I were born a male. It's seems everything that I am are exceptable traits in a man not a female. I'm not really a tom boy, I don't have short hair or dress in baggy clothes. Maybe I should put on this persona, this tomboyish look, it might make my strange personality more exceptable. People are seriously thrown by me. I remember one interview I had for art school which the interviewer described me as "beguiling", because he really liked the statement I'd written but couldn't seem to connect it with me.
I'm much more expressive, more open and honest when I write than when speaking. Oh, and another thing is my voice. It's not a nice sweet 'feminine' pitch, it sounds like I've got a cold, low and coarse at times which is why I don't get much out of it. I'm a true odd ball.
