Renew my Faith in Brother

Don't worry I'm not religious, nothing to do God and all that. Just wanted to say something about trying to keep positive about men. It's a difficult thing as I am surrounded by bad role models and the experiences I've had have been disappointing. I never seem to meet guys who see me for who I am, it never gets beyond the superficial.

I always get the feeling like they expect me to be a certain way, like some sort of character or stereotype. I know I'm a difficult person to get to know. I'm not a very open or outgoing person and I don't like feeling vulnerable. But that doesn't mean to say I can't be open, it depends on the other person. With the last guy, it was very open, because he was so forthcoming and rather blatant ( I liked this, because it enabled me to be the same). But this was ultimately what put me off, he was lacking tact, was a bit too impulsive about what he said (which he admittedly regretted) and was quite pushy. I don't know. I do want to see him again though.