Wow, I used to feel such apathy

One fateful day I decided to go to uni to start on my essay. Ever since that day, I have been feeling so many highs & lows, it's been crazy and I have never felt this way before. I really hate it. And all because someone saw me and thought to take a chance.

If this had happened a few years back, it wouldn't have mattered so much. But at this time in my life, it's total chaos. A choice that will affect the rest of my life. Things are shifting, but it's upto me how much. Bad timing though, with all this financial doom and gloom. Just when I was breaking free, just when I felt like it was the right time. Oh, I am the ever practical one, as much as its been an advantage, on the whole its been an absolute curse.

I'm shocked at how apathetic I was.